Pretty Little Nothing

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I can't make you miss me.

I can't make you love me.

I know I'm nothing more

than your pretty little

something.

 

I never really knew you,

but I gave all of me.

Stupid,

lonely,

desperate

I answered to my

insecurities.

 

I've done some traveling.

I've gone deep into myself.

It was depressing,

it was heart wrenching,

but I needed the meditation.

You aren't worth my frustration.

 

I can't make you miss me.

I can't make you love me.

I know I'm nothing more

than your pretty little

something.

 

So, I went to break up with you and

you looked into my eyes

and ran your fingers through my hair.

I looked back at you misty eyed,

and you said, "Baby, I love your stare".

 

When my tears began to run down my cheeks,

you turned away from me.

You said my eyeliner was running and to fix my face.

My tears quickened their pace.

 

I looked at you for a moment.

You stared into space without emotion.

I couldn't understand why you had my heart.

God knows you hadn't earned it.

 

I walked away without a word.

You called after me with little effort.

I wasn't worth the chase.

 

I knew I wasn't worth the chase

with my eyeliner running, snotty nose, and my blood boiling.

 

I was pissed, but It's okay cause in my most unattractive moment,

I felt my beauty glow from within.

I felt empowered, I felt like a woman,

then I became my own

pretty little something.

 

Do you wanna know something else?

 

I don't even care if you miss me.

You never got to meet the real me.

You touched my insecurities and made them your lover.

I'll never let you two get back together.

 

This is the end.